Saw my Doc who has confirmed that there is a lump... shit no, it can't be! I have been told it may be linked to an infection with the lymph glands swollen up. Told not to worry too much.
The Doc means well but it's so silly to say "dont worry"... "dont juump to conclusions". What the fuck else am I going to do !
Then there is this fucking waiting ...waiting for the scan then waiting for the results...
To be fair there had to be a wait for the scan as I am going to London for a conference and to see my son my oncologist gives me the next best date.
I leave his office in a daze. I am just hoping the lumps not cancerous.
I meet with my daughter for something to eat. We talk ourselves crazy coming up with five thousand reasons why it could not be cancer. We are so much trying to convince ourselves!!
Meanwhile I get a urinary tract infection, so I am hopeful that the "Lump" is connected to it.....
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